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[31 May 2005|01:36am]
[ mood | vain. ]

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i'm having a vain moment so enjoy if you wish.


The bluest iris that I'd ever seen She vanished like a dream, sinking back into the groundCollapse )


woah for a busy day.

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hold on.. can i brag for a minute.. [20 May 2005|02:37pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

oh yes.. yes i can.

my arm is way hott.
and i mean hott.

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[11 May 2005|09:46pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!~
NO WAIT EXCITED ISN'T THE WORD.. SOMETHING EVEN BIGGER.

my boyfriend just took me to see what my birthday present is..
and its getting my arm worked on!!! he took me to meet the artist and see the sketch today i am so stoked!!

my boyfriend is amazing. i love him.

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[27 Apr 2005|10:17pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

oh my goodness.
today the owner of my salon asked me to be the color coach.
i'm so excited. and honored.

my boyfriend just cooked us the most delicious 3 course meal. it was incredible.

and i can't stop drinking propel.
i just rented the wrong sex and the city and i'm mad.

just a couple weeks until my birthday.
i really want to get my arm worked on.
i don't feel like writing right now. i will later.

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[25 Feb 2005|08:44pm]
FRIENDS ONLY


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Leave a comment if you want to be added.

only if you are close to my heart.. or think you ever could be.

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my wish list. [20 Feb 2005|08:29pm]
[ mood | moody ]

i decided to make a wish list because i am poor so when i have money this list will remind me what i wanted to buy when i couldn't.. or if someone just decided they wanted to buy my a present but didn't know what to buy me.

1. 50 first dates dvd. thanks to alisha. ♥
2. eternal sunshine dvd. thanks to nathan.
3. ani difrano knuckle down.
4. the simple life second season.
5. the gilmore girls second season.
6. the slip on vans with the elephants.
7. love letters lost by:.. i don't know who.
8. the giant hippo stuffed animal from meijer. its no longer there.
9. plastic surgery.
10. hugs not drugs t-shirt from delias. got one that says try love not drugs.. close enough.
11. memebership to kettering rec center. my moms getting me one for my birthday.
12. the grey sweater from a and f that has the neat elbow pads. i'm guessing they don't have this anymore.
13. nip tuck. changed my mind because i rent them from blockbuster.
14. all the mona cds.
15. the guess wallet that matches my purse.
16. paris hilton perfume.
17. my arm worked on. my boyfriend loves me so much.
18. eyeshadow. shade: chill by mac. mine broke. thanks to alisha.
19. peacocky glitter eyeliner by mac.
20. a big bed.

hmm that was short.. i will add when i think of more and i will keep this in my memories and cross off things if i ever get them.

i watched 50 first dates and cried through most of it.. it was adorable.
i still feel like crying.. in fact i am going to have a bowl of oatmeal and cry.

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[18 Feb 2005|06:56pm]
[ mood | dorky ]


~nice_and_blue~



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my journal should have a friends only thing very soon.. but someone is taking their precious time making it. but if you are on here you are staying. and if you don't want to be on here let me know. but i like this collage thing and i thought this was a good way to make a call to be cut if you wanted to be.

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dont you forget what I need. a little inspiration gets me through where Ive been. [17 Feb 2005|11:03pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Choose a band/artist and answer ONLY IN SONG TITLES by that band (you pick your
own band or artist, dont use the same one as the person who did this before
you)
artist/band: tegan and sara.
Are you male or female: city girl.
Describe yourself: superstar.
What do some people think of you: terrible storm.
How do you feel about yourself: frozen.
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: the first.
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: and darling.
Describe where you want to be: underwater.
Describe what you want to be: want to be bad.
Describe how you live: your love.
Describe how you love: this is everything.
Share a few words of wisdom: time running.

that was fun.
i have spent the last couple days at the salon. its amazing.
you should all book appointments with me. thank you in advance.

salon bliss. request me.. nicole./nikky.
937.294.5187

10 triangle ave.
oakwood, oh 45419
i'm there tuesday thru saturday.

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[02 Feb 2005|11:23pm]
[ mood | okay ]

stolen from danielle and sarah.
If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you.





so my instructor feels bad about suspending me.. that made me cry. for various reasons.

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when i break.. i shatter. [15 Dec 2004|09:17pm]
[ mood | drained ]

i broke down last nite.
as much as i want to pretend i'm not crazy it doesn't change the fact that i am.

this filthy piece of paper means nothing.
i should tell you what i really think.. but i can't because i find my therapy in someone you hold close and a person i don't even know exsists. why does my mind work in these ways??

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unflattering words collected in love letter form. [24 Oct 2004|05:40pm]
[ mood | hot ]

i have to say i'm annoyed with people thinking they know me enough to voice their opinion about me.
i can tell you this.. a 5 minute conversation with me on the phone when i've half lost my mind and completely lost my heart give you no qualification to judge my "wits".

i'm sick of every game you play.
don't you know i know how to break all the rules too..
i have a fucking vagina too..
yes you know who you are. and if you don't know then you are ignorant but leave a comment and i will tell you.

so next time keep your mouth and your legs shut.. thank you.
just been on my mind.. for a little bit.. and i haven't been mouthy for a while so maybe it was building up.


i saw the village last nite.. and i thought the way they spoke in the movie was beautiful.. i'm a nerd.

i also saw mean girls last nite.. i thought to myself if movies like this weren't made then maybe there wouldn't be so many backstabbing whores walking around.. but oh well what can you do.. the movie was hillarious and i loved it..

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for a short while... [28 Feb 2004|11:08pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]





no it won't stay this way for long. but for a short while who knows how long it will last. all thats public will stay public.

i don't want to make it this way. but god i am pissed right now. what i really wanted to do was delete this fucking thing.

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